Work, work, work

February 2, 2008

As I mentioned earlier, I own a small business and work from home so that I can take care of my daughter.  I say “own a business” and talk about working from home like I’m some sort of high-powered, successful entrepreneur.  I’m not. 

Technically, I do own a company, called Becker-VanHoveln Retail Solutions.  I have business cards and letterhead to prove it.  Unfortunately, that ‘business’ hasn’t done much business to this point.  That’s not to say it doesn’t keep me busy.  I have three clients for whom I have done web design, advertising, blogging, and data entry. For free.  So much for making a living.

See, when I first started my company, I knew that the best way to earn clients was through word-of-mouth referral, especially in the retail world.  I sent out a dozen letters offering to do a trial project for free, in return for recommending me to other business owners if my work was satisfactory.  I had one reply.  Before I had a chance to even do one project for that company, medical bills started pouring in and I had to end my maternity leave and go back to my full-time job.  My train was derailed before it even left the station.

So, when I quit my job for good this fall, I thought, Great!  Now I can dedicate all the time Olivia is sleeping to getting BVRS up and running!  Ha!  After six weeks, all I had done was research how to write a business plan. 

Step one: Make a goal and write it down. 

OK, easy!  My goal is to own a company that specializes in marketing, web design, and window displays for independent retail stores.  Step one, complete!

Step two: Find out if there is a market for your idea. 

Here is where it all falls apart.  I have a whole list of questions I want to ask potential clients about their current market practices and needs, and I have pages of information on businesses in the area to contact.  All I’m lacking is the motivation to finally call them up and ask those questions.  I feel like such a fraud every time I pick up the phone.  They’re going to think I’m just another telemarketer calling to harass them, or that I’m some kid making a prank phone call, or worse, they’re going to take me seriously but tell me that my idea sucks.  I have such high hopes, and I don’t know if I can accept rejection before I even get a chance to start. 

I have to do this.  Owning a business and working for myslef is my dream.  I want to go to my 10-year high school reunion next year and say “I own a business and work from home” and mean it.  So this is it.  I am committing to all of you out there in blog-land that next week, I will call at least 10 businesses and ask them my questions.  I can do this.  Wish me luck!

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